Quit blogging! I need a switch off button!

May 18, 2007 · Filed Under Life Log · Comment
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I need a switch off button

Won’t it be nice if each and every one of us has a switch on and off button, just like a computer! From time to time I felt like I should just quit blogging, not that I don’t enjoy blogging but it is just me and my life. I have this weird feeling that things won’t be what I wanted it to be.

Do you believe in fate? Fates as in every action are meant to be and it doesn’t matter how hard you try to fight against the odd, things will be the way it is as decided by god. If fate does not exist then why do we dream of the future? Why do we dream of things that are about to happen? Dreams that says person A would do this and that, which is totally beyond your control. Is that not a sign of fate? I’ve concluded that dreaming let you know reality exist.

My friend says I am moody at times, incredible accurate but not quite true. Could it be the past which still haunts me or is it the future that scares me, maybe it is a little bit of both, maybe it is just me. Back in my schooling days, teachers would humiliate me in front of the class for my poor command in Mandarin, friends would joke about my acne problem which is something beyond my control, certain people label me as not being the brightest among the siblings yet amazingly score the best results in both government exams among the siblings and many more.

Sometimes I wonder won’t it be great to have that switch off button! If only life is that simple.