Quit blogging! I need a switch off button!
Won’t it be nice if each and every one of us has a switch on and off button, just like a computer! From time to time I felt like I should just quit blogging, not that I don’t enjoy blogging but it is just me and my life. I have this weird feeling that things won’t be what I wanted it to be.
Do you believe in fate? Fates as in every action are meant to be and it doesn’t matter how hard you try to fight against the odd, things will be the way it is as decided by god. If fate does not exist then why do we dream of the future? Why do we dream of things that are about to happen? Dreams that says person A would do this and that, which is totally beyond your control. Is that not a sign of fate? I’ve concluded that dreaming let you know reality exist.
My friend says I am moody at times, incredible accurate but not quite true. Could it be the past which still haunts me or is it the future that scares me, maybe it is a little bit of both, maybe it is just me. Back in my schooling days, teachers would humiliate me in front of the class for my poor command in Mandarin, friends would joke about my acne problem which is something beyond my control, certain people label me as not being the brightest among the siblings yet amazingly score the best results in both government exams among the siblings and many more.
Sometimes I wonder won’t it be great to have that switch off button! If only life is that simple.
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There Once Was a Dream
She is coming tomorrow, and I do not think she will last for more than a month said the senior draftsperson. Maybe she won’t even turn up tomorrow said another draftsperson.
I took a deep breath and stood up, as I walk towards the toilet, the empty seat at the admin area reminds me of Vicky. A mother to three, she still has the lady-killer looks that will turn any guy upside down, it’s so quiet now, and the atmosphere is so different right after she left. I still remember talking to her about the places in our district – Manjung, it so happen that we’re from the same district 250km away from Kuala Lumpur. Time sure flies, it’s been three months she left this office.
Shirley is the new secretary to replace her; a fresh graduate with no experience, the hottest topic in our office would be the guessing game. “She won’t last for more than a week” says Sebastian, “Our boss is going to scare her away.” Like all good things, there is an ending to it. I’m no god and definitely not a fortune teller, I couldn’t help it but to join them with the gossips and I said, “I think her expire date is around one month time.”
Like all rumors, she did stay for more than a month. Today is Shirley’s last day and it’s her second month working in this office.
My first impression on her was – she is fair, I mean Chinese are suppose to be yellow in colour right? But she is very fair, I don’t believe in snow white and used to think that snow white only exist in fairy tales, she proves me wrong.
Like Vicky, she is also from the same district – Manjung. What a coincident that three of us are from the same district, and just like Vicky, she couldn’t take the constant scolding from my boss anymore and told my boss what she thinks of him, and the truth has set her free. Flipping thru the calendar on my table, I took out a red pen and drew a red box.
There once was a dream, but now the dream is so fragile, so fragile that you could only whisper, that I’m afraid it couldn’t survive this winter.
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